I give a shit, too. If you care as much as I think you do, feel free to come back.
You've got friends here :) And the world needs people like you...to remind the world to care.
*I also want to stop to brag for a moment because I spelled "soliloquy" right on my first attempt...I even had to check it because I was afraid maybe autocorrect wasn't working...because I give a shit about grammar and spelling. Mrs. Brady would be proud.